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10/14/2011 ~ 7:36pm
I dislike Fridays, why because it my out of house shopping and dealing with bills day. And this one was worse then most, I about had a panic attack in Aldi store, … Continue reading →
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11/9/2011 11:33pm
Why can’t I apologize to myself? Why can’t I give myself premison to forgive me, to forgive me for all the wrongs I have done to myself? Why can’t I let go of you? Flight … Continue reading →
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12.13.2011
It was a bad night last night, I am just so tired of eating and blowing my diet. I ended up at rite aid looking for the healthiest junk food. Right so … Continue reading →
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12.18.2011 2:57pm
“I have only known you 14 hours, but I feel like I have known you my whole life” She said looking at me with those big green eyes. I had a dream again but … Continue reading →
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12.19.2011 10:51am
I had the most messed up dream(?) about a friend being pregnant. And the most prominent thing was that she was so demanding, wow. Not in like a bad evil … Continue reading →
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1.9.2012 – 11:50pm
So 2012 has tried early to kill my spirit. Has it idk, but the stresses from last year definitely follow me into this one. I am faced with many many … Continue reading →
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Journal – 1.10.2012 – 11:11pm
I am depression but can’t show it. I can’t just lay down and do nothing. I have to survive because surviving is the only thing I have ever been good … Continue reading →
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2/8/2012 ~ 10:36am
So I had a bad day yesterday. I am just tired on “getting through things”. I don’t know why I just cant get my life in balance, it seems like … Continue reading →
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2/27/2012 10:42pm *Journal*
I cannot let go of the feeling that if was my fault. I know logistically that as a child we have no control or choice over the abuse we suffer. … Continue reading →
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Recover the art of journaling
If a blog isnt your things then try this. Mike G Journaling is becoming a lost art. It seems people don’t just stop and write anymore – at least, not … Continue reading →
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3.10.2012 8:13am **Weight loss / Journal Post**
Well it’s Saturday and I woke up and the first thought on my mind was that it is my weekly weight in day, I was nerves and had all the dough about if I … Continue reading →
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Cognitive Restructuring & other tips for Stress Relief + Letting Go of a...
Cognitive Restructuring for Stress Relief A Little Cognitive Restructuring Can Bring Significant Change There’s plenty of solid evidence that how we think about what’s going on in our lives can greatly...
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The most recent scare of my life, thanks wordpress. ~ 3.29.2012 2:00pm
I had just got done posting and post about herbs when I was told my word press that I violated there terms of service for some reason and they deactivated … Continue reading →
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Up early getting blood work done – journal 3.30.2012 – updated
Well its Friday and I dislike Fridays but today stinks for many more reaons 1st is I had to get up at 5:30am to get ready to leave to get … Continue reading →
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Journal 4.3.2012 9:50am
So decided to find a new house to rent. I am here looking at one now and thinking all negative thoughts. I want to move but have a nice little … Continue reading →
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Journal ~ 4.6.2012 8:42am
Well it is Friday morning. I dislike Fridays because all the outside time I have to face. And all the stuff I have to do, I have Therapy Go to … Continue reading →
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pathetic and alone 4.25.2012 ** Possible SI Trigger***
You know what I hate most about the pills, I am forced to take, is that in makes me sane enough to know that I am pathetic and alone. I … Continue reading →
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Pain / 9.30.2012
I hurt and feel sad i have this emptiness i cant feel but try with food. I eat and eat till i am fat. Then the feelings of failure and … Continue reading →
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Journal 10.11.2012
So my addiction is food, I know how stupid that sounds and laughed at the idea when it was first said it to me. But it is true. It sucks … Continue reading →
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First post of 2013, and its about Ativan (Lorazepam) [Journal post 1.1.13]
I have a love/hate thing going with my Ativan today. After taking about three months worth last night, or about 135mgs (.5mg x3 a day x 30) My love for … Continue reading →
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